How To Cope With Death Of A Loved One
What will be your feelings if you have back to back deaths in your family?
I am currently experiencing it, h’mm….
Before telling you how to cope with death of a loved one I would want to tell you, that there has been 2 deaths in my family within a short span of 5 days.
First, it was my grand mother. Then the baton was handed over to my wife, where she too lost her grandmother
Both our mothers have been deeply wounded, as they lost the connection with their umbilical cords..
It was hard, but together we have dealt with it and would want to share our entire experience with you, so that you are prepared to face the eventual reality, at one point or the other in your life.
The biggest mistake in our culture is the lack of preparation to face the death of a loved one.
You should be strong enough and wise enough to make the death as much peaceful as possible.
My grandmother was in intensive care unit for a week and the doctors had almost written her off. But they still wanted to transfer her to the ventilator to make some more money by extending her death.. H’mm, medical world is getting cruel, day by day.
I convinced my mother and other relatives to move my grannie from intensive care unit to a private room. I was in deep grief at the point of time, but pretended to be courageous. These are the situations when you realize that there is an amazing actor lying deep down your heart . And a fake smile can help you at times.
We moved her to the room at 5 pm in the evening. Informed all our relatives, which made it possible for my grandmother to see all her loved ones before her last breath. May her soul rest in peace and I strongly believe this would have given her lot of relief, instead of letting her leave the earth without saying a final goodbye. Some of my grandmother’s relatives had blamed me for not moving her to the ventilator. But I went with my heart and all her children supported it too.
Once again, I realized the power of being and working in the personal development world. You become emotionally tough and you will be trained to dissociate yourself from the scene. This will help you in taking better decisions, I believe.
There are a few feelings which you are bound to have, after the death of a loved one. I am going to tell you about the feelings that I had went through and what did I do to cope with it.
You will wonder why is God so cruel? I was thinking why there was so much pain given to a person before taking their life. I wanted to revolt against the doctors and the hospital authorities. There were more people whom I was angry at, but I am not able to recollect it now. Eventually, I realized that there is no point in revolting against anybody because death is not in our hands and revolting will not give life to your loved one.
I spent most of my early childhood with my grandmother. I was feeling numb because she was the connecting link between our relatives and many other. You will feel numb because you know that no one can replace that particular person. It is a reality. Accept it. As they say “Whatever happens, life has to move on”. And it has moved on a long way in the past 10 days . I cried and vented all my emotions. You must definitely express your emotions, which will help you to manage your stress.
3. Sense of guilt
I felt, I could have spent more time with my grandmother during her final days. Since you get too engaged with your life, you miss out on spending quality time with your loved ones.
I realized this and have made it a point to spend quality time with my family members and close ones, ever since my grandmother left us. The time that you spend with them is 100 times more valuable than the material things which you give them.
This is something which can’t be evaded if you are emotionally bonded. Mental pain is more and you feel physical discomfort as well. I told this to my boss and he said “The best thing to come out of pain is to make yourself busy.”
Initially, I didn’t believe him. But you cannot hide reality for a long time. This was a real eye opener for me. I have been on his side when he needed me and he was on my side with a deeply insightful message. If you are having difficulty in handling your boss, then read How to make your boss happy.
The main thing to do is connect with more people and accept the support from your relatives and friends. Never try to venture yourself into alcohol or drugs. This is only going to worsen the situation.
You should take care of your body by having proper food and sleep. I was quite keen not skipping food and depriving my sleep. This will help you in coping at a quicker pace.
You will get confused, which may force you to take hasty decisions. The best thing is to seek guidance from someone who you trust. Also don’t take too many opinions. This will only enhance your confusion. You are bound to take certain decisions further to the death of your loved one. I told myself that criticisms are bound to happen when you take decisions, but that shouldn’t be a stumbling block from moving forward.
This is stage where you need to take important decisions like time of the funeral, further ceremonies, financial budgeting and many more things. You need to love yourself more than anybody at this stage, because it is inevitable for your mental and physical balance.
At this stage I had to prioritize things, which is why you didn’t see articles from me for more than 15 days. But, I know that my loyal readers like you will come back and support me during my good times as well as bad times.
You should be willing to say “NO” to certain things, if you want to heal yourself at a faster pace.
Please let me know if you have had similar situations in your life and how have you handled it.